Well I just got back from the island; it wasn't that bad after a while. I learned a lot of stuff about myself. O had to forgive myself before I forgave anyone else. I made a totem pole, it isn't that good though. I also carried an ancestor rock and socked in a FREEZING pond. All this weird stuff taught me to forgive, trust and well it helped me find myself. I thought it was all a joke. I guess not huh.
I’m sorry for everything mom. I realized while I was gone that living gives me choices. I want choices. I know now that you love me. I know why dad beats me and I forgive him for that. He didn't know better, who would if that’s how you were treated as a kid. I’m sorry for being a pain in the….. Butt. I didn't know how to control my anger and frustrations. I’m more than happy that I helped Peter. I felt terrible for my mistake. Again I am terribly sorry for everything.
Thank you for explaining everything like I asked. It is well appreciated. It helped me out a lot. I can’t wait to see you. I’ll talk to you soon. Love you lots Mom.